Welcome back, my old friend insomnia. I hate this more than I hate a lot of things in my life. For a few months, I had cheated this dreaded 1am wakeup call. I had slept through the entire night. And it was restful sleep. I was on cloud 9, and able to function all day. Now for the past week I’ve been awake for at least part of the night, every night. Tonight just happens to be the worst.
I can’t pin point what the issue is. I am a bit more depressed lately, but this is really dis-heartening! Why can’t I just be normal?
Guess it’s back to the doctor for another sleep med that will only work part of the time. Or one that will make me get up in the middle of the night and drive my car to an intersection where I can proceed to get out and dance around with no clothes on.
Whatever the reason is, I pray that is passes soon.